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Sept 11, 2001 - A black day

I'm sitting here, watching people falling from burning towers, crying because they can't find their loved ones, screaming because they are hurt and bleeding, sobbing because they are scared.

Today is a black day in the history of not only the USA, but the entire world. Not since WW2 have we seen such abject and wanton destruction of humanity, and the lives of innocent civilians that have done NOTHING wrong. Not since WW2 have we seen the mass slaughter of people, based solely on their nationality.

My heart goes out to the families of the victims. For they do not even know for sure yet if their loved ones are safe and all right. I had a small measure of panic today when I could not locate a family member who is in New York City, and two family members just outside of Pittsburgh. Thankfully, they are all safe from the evil attacks, but not from the images that will haunt them forever. One family member, working at a building not far from the WTC's, was horified to look out of his window, and see bodies of people falling past, from the upper floors of the WTC's.

I was sick to my stomach today as images of sheer horror flickered across my television screen. I am reduced to tears each time I think of the people trapped under the rubble, people who may still be alive, people who may stil be screaming for help until they lose the strength to scream any longer. People who are faced with the fact that no one is coming to save them, and must live out the final moments of their lives in the dusty darkness of what is left of the WTC's. People who must face death, pained, hurt, bruised, hungry, and utterly alone.

No one will hold their hands as they leave this world. No one will be there to reassure them as they pass from this plain to the next. No one will wipe away their tears, no one will kiss them goodbye. No one will do this, because the rescue teams who were attempting to save the lives of these people, have now joined them beneath the rubble. The brave men and women who risked their lives to save others were buried alive when the second building collapsed. And now no one can save them, because it is far too dangerous to even think about attempting.

I'm watching thousands of innocents meet their deaths, and my heart is breaking for them. Then the image changes. It is an image of celebration by small pockets of Palestinian Groups in the Middle East. They are cheering, dancing, eating and drinking. They are waving their flags in what they feel is triumph. They are revelling in the horrid slaughter of tens of thousands of innocent people.

I know they were raised with hatred for Americans and the west in their blood.

I don't care.

PEOPLE died today. Thousands of LIVING, BREATHING, PEOPLE. People with FAMILIES, and CHILDREN. Sons, and daughters, Mothers and fathers. Husbands and wives. Brothers and Sisters.

How can anyone, ANYONE, celebrate the massacre that occured today? How can people CHEER ON the deaths of so many, in the name of "Allah"? The scene of those people celebrating the pain of fellow HUMANS was possibly more horrific for me to watch than the attacks themselves.

My faith in humanity is cracking. I never thought I'd see anything nearly as diabolical as the celebration in the streets of the West Bank today.

The world is a much more morose and disturbing place than my worst nightmares could ever fathom.

Even if nothing is done about this disgusting display of inhumanity, this utter disregard for the lives of so many, I know in my heart that judgement will be waiting for them on a much higher level than any human court can serve.

My sincerest condolences and more heatfelt sympathies go out to all of those affected by the gruesome events taking place today in the United States.

written by Lavinia (profile)
for www.toronto-goth.com
posted September 12th 2001

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